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I - R No, is that defeat on my fucking neck? I think so You played with break effects Don't fucking think you're working out, think psycho Drugs aren't for you. I empowered you more than you. I thought i found a soul to share what I found out about this fucked up world I had slept normally until I met you formally, horribly in love Substance couldn't save me You used to tell me that you couldn't hit small amounts of cannabis, like what the fuck is that. I guess the H was all you had Time for Make sure you take care of him Make sure you don't care about him Make sure it's something that you could've hid Make sure it's something that couldn't kill you Man I coped, but I was broke so it appeared to be nothing wrong The way you had to take up my mind Is something worth saving? Me forgot I don't knit, I don't quit, but I give up a lot Eyes done it You zoned in on my weaknesses Addicted to much more than your smile II - L Last time I'll ever even want to get that bad again You're always stuck in an aggressive mindset I can't cope with But honestly I lost track My existence wasn't there for you to be a fucking bitch For once just try to make it switch I connect with people who admire me for someone more than what you do admire me for I feel fixed and I'm ready to go in Fade back in. I don't feel the same Still alone? I still feel the same You're the worst Wish we stayed apart 5 year straight depress on the charts 5 years on. Your still fucking drinking everynight. Party's gone but it's something that I always saw Go on living unhealthy and angry My mind says that someone like you will be hanging shortly III My hope's been taken for granted I've practically become a seethe I never knew these people or what they took from me My own abrasivity Go on. Take it from me IV - J Where everybody has to start I haven't felt you in a fucking minute Intensely surviving the way you left me I lost my self in New Jersey's bidness (3 times) Why act over me? You don't believe in gophers I was killed by you Since then, changed as much as I could from you Kids And we were just that, kids. No more, unaware that this shit would implode in on itself I'm still here waiting while nothing's changing Down the line, I hope you're dying while I got this fucking name in lights Did you even try or was it always some manipulation tactic to intact me to your life Down the line I don't feel Strong enough to feel Young enough to die White enough to try Light enough to buy your house and sell it for coke You're a joke. But I'm the one alone Stuck inside my head from everything you said I've been positive for years and now I'm dying cuz I let these women own me Outro: I made it better on some days Still, I couldn't be their one I wait And it always amounts to nothing else Weary of other people, and what they have in store for you I've always endured for you but nothing even matters Nothing's real or matters